September 30, 2016 § 1 Comment
A Writer Must Do Her Homework
It began one Friday afternoon in August. August 12 to be precise. I was walking down Warren Street in Hudson, New York towards my favorite teashop, Verdigris Tea & Chocolate.
I have purchased my teas, an obsession of mine, for ten years from this heavenly oasis of tea, chocolate, pastries, cookies, cakes, lattes, espressos, cappuccinos, smoothies, and more. It was one of those moments when an unexpected thought insinuates itself: I knew I must act upon it, and I did.
I had flirted with the idea about waiting table, or possibly making artful cappuccinos and lattes (little did I know the skill involved to do so), for hands-on research and experience regarding a future writing project. I asked Monica, Verdigris’s Hudson store manager, if they needed any part-time help either in Hudson, or in their ‘baby’ Catskill store, for a short while. She said they did! I completed the requisite application in the store, purchased my Scottish Breakfast tea and a half-pound of Mt. Everest, an elegant blend of Assam and Yunnan teas, and headed for home. The following morning I received a call from owner, Kim Bach, inquiring about my availability to begin work. I hasten to say Kim already knew me, though not all of my history, and I sent a resume to accompany the application late Friday afternoon. So, she was not precipitous in her offer: Kim had a need and I had a desire, and we quickly came to an understanding. I was to begin the following week. Whoa! What have I done? I am not able to move at warp speed doing anything these days, least of all as a fly-across-the-floor barista at seventy-three!
The first two weeks I looked like a deer caught in headlights. I performed clumsy pirouettes trying to find a spoon, or just a straw. Then there was repetition after repetition, learning how to achieve crema on the espresso. I will spare you the details on my trying to perfect the lattes and macchiatos. Oddly, I developed a huge obsession to continually clean the espresso machine. Yet, there is skill, precision…though sometimes not, orderliness, great ingredients, a friendly smile, and experience and knowledge that creates the magic emerging from these efforts: macchiatos, matcha lattes, cappuccinos, espressos, abundant teas, and The Chocolate Drinks: Angelina, Hot Hudson, Mocha Magic, and one of our most popular—an oxymoron to be sure: Iced Hot Chocolate. Our chocolate drinks are for everyone, especially devoted chocolate lovers: there is an ample portion of our ganache with a dollop of liquid chocolate included—all ingredients created at Verdigris in Hudson. In my short time, I spilled or splashed chocolate and coffee on almost everything I wore. A fleeting remorse set in realizing I forgot to put an espresso shot into a Chunky Monkey—another chocolate frisson. And, I managed to unintentionally spray Torino caramel syrup over the counter, mirror, a co-worker, my clothes, face and hair, while a customer patiently waited and, gratefully, laughed along with us.
I think the flying scone incident, though, was a rather dazzling performance by moi. I grasped a waxed paper to pick up the scone and with a life force of its own, it flew straight up in the air, and over the counter. I ran, then lunged, like a pro left-fielder and caught it while the customer rendered a small round of applause. I carefully bagged it, and sent him happily on his way. I exhaled a sigh of relief. It was our last scone of the day.
Saturdays are busy. There was one particular Saturday afternoon, though, I thought I would need to call the mounted police for crowd control. Then I remembered this was Catskill, not New York City, and there were no mounted police to my knowledge. I had already made about 18 smoothies that afternoon: Mellow-Yellow, Mixed Berries, Strawberry-Bananas, Iced (Frozen Hot) Chocolate. And then it happened—one half hour before closing. A tall, robust mother with a tall, strapping husband accompanied by two hulk-sized teenage boys walked in all wanting Chunky Monkeys, each with variations on the theme. These would take a little time to do, so while I was blending my heart away in the kitchen, I did not know that six, maybe seven, more people with little ones in tow, also walked in. When I surfaced from the kitchen with first of the four customized Chunky Monkeys, I realized I was in trouble so I stopped and said: Hello. I’m Lee Anne and I’m your only barista for today. I’m fulfilling an order of smoothies and want to help you all. That said, is there anyone here who just needs a cup of coffee or iced tea, which I can do quickly for you? No one answered. My heart sank while my stomach flipped. Okay then. Get comfortable, talk amongst yourselves and get to know one another, decide who is next since I did not see you enter, and I will do my best to tend to each of you. It took a half hour to serve everyone, but they had introduced themselves, we joked, laughed, and, praise God, they were all patient. New friends were made and there were smiles all around.
Labors of Love
Kim created Verdigris Tea & Chocolate in Hudson and celebrates its 10th Anniversary this October. The ‘baby’ Catskill store approaches its 1st Anniversary in December.
I cannot say enough about the quality, variety, and sheer abundance of Verdigris teas: there are black teas, of course: traditional and rare as well as flavored, or not. Verdigris offers oolong, green, white, rooibos, and herbal teas—again there are traditional as well as rare blends: some flavored, others not.
Blooper perils aside, I found deep pleasure in serving people cups-of-joy and poetically fashioned baked goods—all out of the Hudson store by Regina; a specialty chocolate, or bar, by Oliver Kita as well as John Kelly; or, just one dark chocolate marshmallow to provide a small measure of delight for someone’s journey home after a long day.
The Catskill Verdigris Tea & Chocolate venue, small and cozy, presents an ambience reminiscent of a shop snugly tucked in on a side street in Venice. The building is about one hundred and sixteen years old with its original architectural charm: a brick structure, large windows with wide sashes, old wooden floors, and wide door moldings. People smile as they enter, inhaling the diversity of scents, especially if we’ve just baked cookies, scones, made a cappuccino, or poured a freshly brewed pot of fragrant tea, perhaps a white coconut cream—a new found passion for me.
My research time came to an end. I learned more than I thought I would. I worked harder physically than I have since I was a dancer. And, I almost mastered the high-tech cash register! For me, the sum and substance of this experience was the expression of joy as people took their first sip of a tea never savored and witnessing the widening eyes with a kid-in-the-candy-store expression as they walked into the warm, welcoming charm of the ‘baby’ Catskill store seeing the elegant, sumptuous chocolate case display for the first time.
In God’s Time
While I continued writing my novel this summer, I took to my camera as well. I did not believe I had the time. Yet again, I learned that all things are possible in God’s time. I have new images to share with you. They are not related to my Verdigris adventure, but I’ve worked on each through the summer and it is time to release them all as the landscape begins its next cycle of life!
The following is a pastiche of images: cloud formations dwarfed self-indulgent thoughts, creating a sense I could touch the face of God; birds of whimsy tickled a fancy for the sheer honor to gaze upon them; a simple cluster of carnations, appearing to melt into something delectable; another carnation so red its interior reminded me of crimson ruffles; the ordinary and extraordinary steady presence of sunflower petals; woodlands outside my apartment present a mysterious fog separating, hovering, and exposing the first bright orange leaves of autumn; small, vibrant yellow flowers peek out from under long blue-green fronds; a rabbit in early morning of which we had a bumper crop this year, and an etherial morning fog rising off our grand Hudson River as the sun begins ascent. I am blessed to be able to observe, study, and capture these fruits of Creation. Enjoy with my blessing and that of my Co-Creator, for nothing would have been accomplished without Him.
May our Lord richly bless and keep each of you in His strong, loving care ….
June 18, 2016 § Leave a comment
For you shall go out with joy, and be led out with peace; the mountains and the hills shall break forth into singing before you, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.’ ~ Isaiah 55:12
ONE EARLY MORNING IN MAY
It is four-thirty in the morning. My windows are open due to an unseasonable heat wave. While darkness remains, the air is cool and still: not a leaf flutters. Yet the birds have begun their morning songs-of-praise. This is a sacred hour for me, regardless of the season.
I make a mug of freshly brewed Scottish breakfast tea, stack my Bible and related reading next to me, and begin to dig into the day’s devotionals, prayers, and Scripture. Abbey, my cat, is wide-eyed and wants to play. However, with a reluctant resignation she jumps onto my chair and settles next to me for a snooze. The readings are oft times ‘rabbit runs’: a back-and-forth flip between Old and New Testaments with study notes suggesting further support, or amplification of context, a verse, even one word. For me, it is not merely slamming through a reading session: I have an unquenchable thirst to understand more deeply; to fill myself with His Word.
Even so, thoughts of Patricia weave their way into the threads of my study, which finally unravel my concentration. I give in to what is on my heart. Patricia was my next-door neighbor for the past three years in the apartment building in which I live. She now lies in a nursing home in Albany, New York. Though acutely aware of her surroundings, hearing everything, Patricia is unable to move: She is trapped in her body from a massive stroke. She can speak but with great effort, and then only one whispered word at a time. On rare occasions she utters a short, audible phrase. She appears to be blind, though no one confirms this. Her eyes are closed most of the time for it hurts her to keep them open. When she does look at me her eyes no longer possess light; a light that once gleamed with warmth and humor. Though the nursing home is not a hospice, Patricia has entered into end-of-care-living.
During my recent visit, Patricia agreed to my wheeling her into the lush, sculpted gardens surrounding the home. It was a seventy-degree day with breeze enough to gently lift her hair, now soft and white as goose down feathers. She slumps to one side in her chair; the side most affected by the stroke. I was told she eats very little, but some of what she consumes dribbles out of the left corner of her mouth. I clean her as it happens. Once we were settled in full shade, I described the grounds: fully leafed trees following a cold, wet spring; colorful annuals and the scent of freshly dug earth; and the abundant new-green-of-spring seemingly everywhere the eye could see. Patricia took my hand with her barely functional right arm, folding her cool fingers around it. I stroked her forehead, realizing she needed gentle, loving touch; not just the pro forma, though well-meaning, handling of the ministering nurses and aides.
Patricia loves her Bible, so I read selected verses to her while small rivulets of tears made their pilgrimage down her beautiful, smooth-skinned face. I asked if she wanted me to stop, and she whispered, no. I flipped to Isaiah and read the above verse, ending with … and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands. She smiled and opened her eyes, saying, happy trees! I replied, yes, they are happy trees.
Patricia maintains a strong will to live. I bore witness for three years to her ‘fierce grace,’ refusing to relinquish independence as several mini-strokes claimed her body. Yet, I also observed decline in her physical strength and mental acuity. Now, there is no prognosis for a meaningful recovery — or so says the conventional, human wisdom.
Wheeling her back to her room, I commented that I forgot my camera to take photographs of the gardens. She looked straight into my eyes with an opaque stare and said, take them at our home in Athens. Take ten.
What was most noticeable to me during this visit was that something within Patricia had changed. It appeared she lost her ferocity to ‘be,’ hence, her hope. When we settled her into bed, she articulated a fully audible sentence that took my breath away: I am still here, but people treat me as if I’m dead. Then she slipped into another place and time, murmuring words and phrases I no longer understood. I sensed Patricia was struggling for inner resolve and hope. So many, myself included, have prayed she goes to the Lord soon. But, she endures at the time of this writing with a strong heart, healthy lungs, keen hearing as well as awareness. No! We should pray for healing: a healing that will give days or hours or a month or more to say goodbye with gratitude and clarity; set the outstanding questions of her affairs in order; see and speak with her sons as well as her friends; and to read, contemplate, and pray as she did for the past three years, to prepare for her final journey.
THE PHOTOS … THOUGH NOT QUITE ‘TEN’
I confess I do not know what the number ‘ten’ means to Patricia, but I kept my promise concerning the photographs. Not ten as requested, but enough. At least I will be able to tell her that I did as she wished. These images are all from the property that surrounds our apartment building: birds, trees, flowers, et al.
A LIFE PURPOSE?
Given last month’s Journal post, Even A Lioness Dies, and now this month concerning Patricia, you might think I am spending my life in hospices. Yes and no. I confess I have never been a wholly selfless being. I do feel a strong tug to do something more within these environments — these places for the infirm, sick, and dying. What or how or when, I do not know. Fear of disease, the ‘surprise of pain,’ and the process of dying, not death itself, prevails even among those strong in faith. One’s presence to listen, hold a hand, read, stroke a forehead, and pray, can help palliate these fears. Yet, there is so much more to loving these dear people: It involves their souls, their spirits, sharing the Truth of God, and helping them die into faith. Yes!, die into eternal life with Jesus. So, here I am with a tug, perhaps a true calling, I could not conceive of for myself — though it is what God has given me to do for now. Teach me Your paths. Lead me in Your Truth and teach me, for You are the God of my salvation: on You I wait all the day.” (Psalm 25: 4-5).
‘CONFESSING’ A PROMISE FOR PATRICIA
As my wandering thoughts found focus in my studies once again, I came upon two scriptures, two of many Promises of God (no accident I am sure), since the revelation of ‘healing’ visited my heart: Isaiah 53:4-5 and Psalm 103:2-3, both harbingers of the Great Physician’s Promises to heal. The Bible tells us that Death and Life are in the power of the tongue (Proverbs 18:21). The Word also tells us to “speak to the mountain about sickness, disease, poverty, confusion, and more ” — a continual confessing of God’s promises until it leaves. What we say becomes a part of our lives, positive or negative.
Patricia, as intercessor in prayer, I confess these Promises of healing from God’s Word for you. His Grace will fill you and touch every bone, cell, and molecule in your body, mind, heart, and spirit. You will have peace within. You will have fluid movement throughout your body. You will speak with ease and clarity. Your eyes will see fully and shine with His living, loving Light within once again. These, His promises, I claim for you:
4 Surely He has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; Yet we esteemed Him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted. 5 But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement for our peace was upon Him. And by His stripes Patricia is healed.
Psalm 103: 2-3
2 Bless the Lord, O my soul and forget not all His benefits: 3 Who forgives Patricia’s iniquities, Who heals all her diseases.
According to His promises, His sacred words will manifest in your behalf. In Jesus’ name I pray. His Will be done … Amen!
Have a glorious, healthy, peace-filled summer! I will return when the autumnal extravaganza begins. In the next little while, I will be writing my book full time, ministering to Patricia, and others God may send my way, and most important, loving Jesus, following His Way, Truth, and Life as best I can.
May our Lord richly bless and keep each of you, especially the infirm, sick and dying, in His strong, loving care ….
May 5, 2016 § 4 Comments
“When she* shall die, take her and cut her out in little stars, and she will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will be in love with night, and pay no worship to the garish sun.”
~ William Shakespeare, ‘Romeo and Juliet’
My dear friend, Linda Ruth Fisher, died on April 20th. Linda’s was a large life well lived. She was a robust woman with a head of enviable thick, wavy silver hair. I think most who knew her would say it was Linda’s blue eyes, twinkling brighter than sapphires that first caught peoples’ attention when meeting her.
REALITIES ~ BEAUTIFUL AND SAD
Linda’s cancer began two years ago. It was then we became closer friends. Linda wanted to make something happen for our sisters and brothers with disabilities. They are challenged daily by bias, ridicule, and hardened bureaucratic hearts and systems (most, but not all). Disabled people seek their basic civil rights: to be treated with dignity, equality, independence, and respect — no more, no less than those perceived to be ‘normal.’
Linda envisioned an artistic initiative to bring more attention to this civil rights issue in which she firmly believed I could guide the participants — all of whom were disabled to varying degrees. She fought hard, creating a ‘work around’ the State Council on the Arts grant for me to teach this program: A photojournalism class comprised of eight participants at the Independent Living Center of the Hudson Valley (ILCHV) — Command Central for those who are disabled in the vast Hudson Valley Region of New York State. The ILCHV and Linda did outstanding work on the grant and obtained approval! We celebrated, and then the participants and I began our work. The experience and stories of those who courageously wrote about living with disabilities are on this site: “But remember, it’s a sin to kill a mockingbird.“
That was two years ago. This April, within a span of a day or two, Linda went from home care, to the ER at St. Peter’s Hospital in Albany, and then into St. Peter’s Hospice Inn. I received a text from her sister, Beth, early morning on April 19 saying, it’s a matter of hours, or a day. Come soon.
Once through the hospital maze and in the hospice, it was quiet: no doctors, nor noisy machines, but only caring, attentive nurses. I briefly shook hands with Beth who graciously proffered that I take my time alone with Linda. I stood outside the door thinking of the last time I saw her. It was at my 72nd birthday lunch, almost a year ago. Linda entered the restaurant with Janet, her companion and caregiver throughout the two-year saga. She was already a little thinner, but still vibrant in both body and spirit. Linda wore a hat for the last chemo treatment had taken her beautiful hair. But oh my, Linda’s blue eyes sparkled and danced with her delight in life! I knew I would hold on to that memory, but the moment arrived for me to say goodbye.
I gently pushed the door open and found myself in a softly lit room with upholstered furniture for those who visited. One-third, or less, of Linda’s once-Rubenesque body lay on the bed surrounded by pillows for comfort. She was receiving oxygen. This was not life saving; without it she would suffocate in a painful death. Though sedated, Linda was not in discomfort. Her breathing was a bit rapid: I could not help but be mindful of each exhaled breath.
I sat in the chair closest to her bedside. I gazed at a shadow of a woman, once a great lioness, whose door-to-her-heart was always open to anyone who knocked. I discovered honor, not fear nor grief, in being with Linda during these last hours of her life. I took her left hand, stroked her forehead, and said:
Linda, it’s Lee Anne. I am here darling. I know you can’t speak, but you can hear. I love you. Your presence in my life will now take up residency in my heart through many fond memories. You were so generously supportive of me as a person, artist, and writer. How can I ever give back what you gave to me?
My dearest Linda, you say you are not a woman of faith, though your life’s work contradicts that statement. You strived and succeeded in supporting the oppressed politically and with your own funds; you fought for civil rights wherever, whenever needed. Your home was open to anyone who required help.
Well, my dear, I am all about faith: one we delightfully, and respectfully, debated during one of our dinners. But, in reverence for my Lord and love for you, I need to do something. I hope not to offend you, Janet, and your family. I am going to read the Twenty-Third Psalm. I know you know it. If you object, just push my hand away and I will stop. I’ve already seen you use it, perhaps reacting to a stimulus known only to you at this point. Okay, since you’ve squeezed my hand and not let go, I’m taking that as a ‘yes.’
I believe the work we did with the ILCHV marked a shift in my approach and purpose for my artwork. I know you are saying that it was me; I did it, etc. No. It was not I; it was the Lord guiding me. The truth is I was never able, or inclined, to give of myself that way; the complete surrender to another’s need. I confess this to you now. Yet, something happened in that teaching process: I learned how little I knew about the important matters in life as well as facing the stark reality that my own heart was hardened. I was humbled, right-sized by the bravery of the participants, their work, and the results. Thank you, dear Linda, for fighting for them — and for me.
My dear, there is much more, but it is time for me to say goodbye. I see the corners of your mouth barely turned up in a smile. So, I believe our walk through some shared memories have pleased you. Know how much you are loved.
I took one long last look at Linda, kissed her forehead, and left the room. I walked around the hospice for a short while, noting those in rooms whose occupants were restless and alone; others openly grieving in the lounge areas; still more people who were laughing, probably over a story that was told many times at Thanksgiving dinners about the person in the room preparing to leave this life. My heart urged me to pray for each of them, but not knowing their beliefs I could not.
These are some of Linda’s favorite images. She loved the flowers together with “Blue Ridge Mountain Spring,” and “Sky.” I present this pastiche of painterly photographs to celebrate Linda’s life with beauty and an expansive love that defies all boundaries on earth and in heaven.
I was compelled during the drive home to finally give voice to my unuttered prayer in the hospice: Father God, I pray that in all hospices and hospitals each person is anointed with your tender, merciful Grace: the sick and dying, doctors, nurses, technicians, orderlies, chaplains, volunteers, families, friends, and mourners. May they be lifted up and accept Jesus in their hearts, if they haven’t already, allowing Him to wrap them in His Eternal Love, comforting arms, and most assuredly in His peace and rest. I pray in Your Son’s name. Amen.
Once home, I randomly opened my Bible. I was not seeking anything in particular, or so I presumed. However, I landed at Psalm 103:15-17, and the reading of it brought me to the first tears of the day.
Our days on earth are like grass; like wildflowers, we bloom and die. The wind blows and we are gone — as though we had never been here. But the love of the Lord remains forever.
*I have taken poetic license and replaced “he” with “she.” I hope The Bard of Avon forgives my puckishness in this instance.
April 9, 2016 § Leave a comment
Beginning the morning of April 4, and throughout the day, we received six inches of snow: the first of our ‘winter season’ that just passed. But it was not ordinary snow; it was sumptuous, fluffy storybook snow — the kind in which, for those who remember, one made snow angels. As I settled in at my desk for a writing session on my book, I gazed out my window and observed these delicate, soft flakes: each one different, and definitely part of God’s sense of humor. There were flocks of birds too flying in a frenzy sans any choreographic sense. And like Joseph’s Coat, they were of many colors: yellow and red; others black as night; and only one Blue Jay I named Rufus. I fell in love with this beauty, for the snow on his head and under his beak made him a rather whimsical creature-of-the-air.
I began what I thought would be serious writing for the morning. It never happened. I was too distracted by the birds continuing their flamboyant, if not flirtatious, dance among the white crystalline flakes, descending aimlessly, gracefully, and with great intensity. Grabbing my camera, I hoped to capture the loveliness that was unfolding.
Female cardinals are muted in color compared to the male’s blazing red. But this girl made a subtle statement in her own kind of beauty, sitting on snow-covered branches in-between flying escapades.
Another female appeared later and was surrounded by a haze of misty flakes, creating a sense that she was unreal. But she was.
The snow stopped late afternoon. I heard a raucous cry and wondered if it was the eagle nesting in a giant conifer, also just outside my window. With expectancy, I reached for the camera again, and saw not an eagle, but a great black crow. His wingspan was at least twenty-four inches. He sat with his back to me. I took this image for as the light faded there emerged a haunting contrast of his sleek, black wings and feathers against the monochromatic surroundings. He was at rest, perched so very still, yet maintained his authoritative countenance.
Though I did none of what I planned, it was a satisfying morning and afternoon in that I got to do my favorite things: take pictures and begin writing this April Covenant Journal. I’m aware of the adage that ‘we plan and God laughs.’ I believe He smiles with compassion given we are so resolute and eager to execute “our” plans when, in fact, He usually has something much better in mind.
I want to share about the many e-mails and letters asking questions — all good, respectful, and curious — since I penned a statement within these pages three months ago. I wrote I uncovered inner peace and joy I never felt in my seventy-two years of living from the moment I began my walk with Jesus Christ.
Based on these letters and queries, there are issues that require absolute truth be told:
- Being Christian is a commitment to living a world-view that is in the minority today.
- It isn’t ‘cool’ to be Christian, especially if you are a believer, born again, evangelist, apologist.
- We believe the Bible is Sacred and the literal Word of God.
- We do not bow at the altar of the humanist movement, reverencing sovereignty of intellect and self.
- Some ask how can an intelligent person believe in God, the Bible, the Triune Godhead on any level?
That said, if any, or all, of the above resonate with your thinking, I recommend you read, peruse, or research C.S. Lewis’s Mere Christianity, J.R.R. Tolkein, Thomas Merton, A.W. Tozer‘s Pursuit of God, and R.C. Sproul‘s renowned scholarly work: writing, teachings, and the foundation of Ligonier Ministries. These are few among other intellectual Christians too numerous to name both past and present. These highly educated, inquiring minds doubted, questioned, and struggled with the truth of the Bible, even wrestled with the Lord, yet finally embraced Christianity. Why? If you’re curious then you’ll investigate the matter. If not, to quote C.S. Lewis, Don’t fuss. Just forget about it.
Truthful Answers to Assumptions: 1) I do not belong to the Tea Party, nor do any of the people with whom I worship, 2) I do not own a holster and gun, and 3) I do not hate or judge anyone for their sexual inclinations. While I do have conflicts about abortion, these relate to personal matters going back to my own birth, and the sanctity of life. It is an issue with which I struggle. I seek not to impose my inner conflicts on anyone, though I am inclined to embrace life over death.
Jesus taught, in His humble, gentle way the superficiality of self-righteousness; to not ever judge others; that acceptable sins such as hatred, arrogance, violence, slander, gossip, and pride are, indeed, serious transgressions against others — as well as our own souls.
I was disappointed that not one person seemed remotely concerned about God being erased out of the Founding Father’s fundamental documents that govern our great nation. I’ve excerpted the last third of Lincoln’s 2nd Inaugural address as a reminder to myself how important God was to our Framers and former leaders who believed in The Moral Law. Most of our current and potential leaders (President, Congress et al. as well as those of other nations), appear rather clownish in the shadow of Mr. Lincoln.
The Almighty has His own purposes…
Fondly do we hope, fervently do we pray, that this mighty scourge of war may speedily pass away. Yet, if God wills that it continue until all the wealth piled by the bondsman’s two hundred and fifty years of unrequited toil shall be sunk, and until every drop of blood drawn with the lash shall be paid by another drawn with the sword, as was said three thousand years ago, so still it must be said “the judgments of the Lord are true and righteous altogether.”
With malice toward none, with charity for all, with firmness in the right as God gives us to see the right, let us strive on to finish the work we are in, to bind up the nation’s wounds, to care for him who shall have borne the battle and for his widow and his orphan, to do all which may achieve and cherish a just and lasting peace among ourselves and with all nations.
Thought provoking for sure. Interesting too is that Lincoln alluded, or directly used, Biblical verses throughout his Inaugural speech: Genesis 3:19; Matthew 7:1; Matthew 18:7; Psalm 19:9; Psalm 147:3; and James 1:27.
A BIRD NAMED ISAIAH
This final image was taken last spring when a large, robust cardinal perched on a single limb outside my writing desk window. Due to his hour long monologue, I named him Isaiah. (The Book of Isaiah is the longest of the Old Testament prophets.) The timing seemed right to use this image: we need some green and Isaiah is surrounded by lush foliage. Also, a wonderful lagniappe appeared in this image through the shadows of trees: a cross. I did not see it when I photographed Isaiah, but it is there. Enjoy and God bless!
May our Lord richly bless and keep each of you in His strong, loving care ….
March 19, 2016 § Leave a comment
An eagle soars over wind-tossed tree tops. A slow, steady rain drips from my studio gutter onto an empty cedar bench. Birdsong prevails as they circle dry places. A lone silver fox stops on its trek to somewhere and stares at me. We lock gazes. He moves on. I stay. The cedar bench remains empty, yet my eyes are full for they have been walked upon.
This poem was written while in my studio after completing the final work on the first images for my new venture launched in 2010: Lee Anne’s Photo Journal Chronicles. My vision of merging two things I love doing, photography and writing, was realized through God’s grace in the form of these photo journals. In so doing, I was, and am, able to present to you continuing photo journal chronicles that strive to be inspirational and thought provoking with a modest attempt to help us all ‘renew our minds.’
As of this writing, I have changed the title of these pages to The Covenant Chronicles – Inspirational Images And Words To Consider. I made a silent covenant with the Lord six years ago when the silver fox gazed directly into my eyes. The covenant consisted of my personal commitment to the Lord: utilize His gifts to me to create the ‘painterly’ images that now fill these many pages; to write truth from my heart; and produce this work with humility (at which I have failed many times!) … and that it all be for His glory. This was our agreement; our covenant. God’s commitment to me was already made: He provided me with an eye to ‘reveal a truth’ in the photographed subjects through the lens of my camera, and the sheer rapture of penning words into sentences. What joy! Thank You!
As to the silver fox? I knew I would not lay eyes upon him again: His job was done.
The following image was taken with a film camera many years ago. I waited all morning for the rebirth of this chive in my garden. It heralded the time of renewal that spring brings: a genuine resurrection, emerging from dormant, seemingly lifeless, winter soil into the day’s dazzling light. The chive flower was tightly enclosed into its protective bud for many days. Finally, on this particular early morning, I saw the first hint of pink color at the very tip of its long, slender green stem. I knew if I waited it would open that day. In late afternoon, it was born again! With my old Nikon F-100 (oh how I miss the sound of its shutter release!), I began shooting the chive from several angles in rapid succession. Since this was a film camera, I had no preview of the image, yet I knew the Great Author guided my eye. I quietly said, Thank you Lord. I felt I had just caressed one of His glories-of-nature.
John 3: 5-8 (English Standard Version)
Jesus answered, “Truly, truly I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter the Kingdom of God. That which is born of flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Do not marvel that I said to you, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear its sound, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.”
May our Lord richly bless and keep each of you in His strong, loving care ….
February 12, 2016 § 1 Comment
A small, plain-looking nun arrived on the streets of Calcutta in 1948 with a few rupees in her pockets. She wrote in her diary that she had no income, no place in which to live, and resorted to begging for food and supplies. During her first year in Calcutta, she experienced doubt, loneliness, and the temptation to return to the comfort of her prior convent life. Yet, she fervently followed what she believed was a true calling from God: To live in the slums of Calcutta, devastated by disease, filth, and misery to bring comfort, compassion, and boundless love to the sick and dying. A short excerpt from her diary tells us about an unshakeable spirit, an unwavering faith, and an endless compassion and love for all.
Our Lord wants me to be a free nun covered with the poverty of the cross. Today, I learned a good lesson. The poverty of the poor must be so hard for them. While looking for a home I walked and walked till my arms and legs ached. I thought how much they must ache in body and soul, looking for a home, food, and health. But, of free choice, my God, and out of love for You, I desire to remain and do whatever be Your Holy Will in my regard.
Mother Teresa did not cry for herself, or complain, in those early months of her ministry. Within two years she founded The Missionaries of Charity, dragging the dying, sick, leprous people, and even small fetuses from the streets of Calcutta to her ‘safe harbor’ where they were loved into living, or loved on to death. Regardless of the outcome, most assuredly they were loved.
Mother Teresa said, the hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread. Yes, love is the greatest gift.
I took this image with a film camera many years ago in a church ruin on top of a mountain in Switzerland. Among the rubble in this forsaken church, I found this remnant of a painted, chipped shattered statue. I resurrected this image, for I believe it reflects Mother Teresa’s heart for unlimited compassion and limitless love.
1 Corinthians 4-7, 13 (New Living Translation)
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures every circumstance.
Three things will last forever — faith, hope, and love — and the greatest of these is love.
With blessings for each of you, in Jesus’s name I pray~
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January 23, 2016 § 1 Comment
While January is the dawn of a New Year, my ‘new year’ began last May when I reached a crucial fork in the road: I chose a path upon which I never intended to walk. Yet, I did.
Since then, my life has changed remarkably: there is an inner peace I have never known; a greater love of, and commitment to, all God’s creation and His Word — concepts I flirted with, yet wavered back and forth on for sixty years. There are the humbling experiences of being renewed from the inside to the outer person people see, as the Lord sands and refines my heart and mind — processes that will continue to my last exhale. Oh yes, I have been ‘born again’: my heart is full of love and a joy for which there are no words.
Most assuredly there are trials: hills to climb; valleys I unwittingly fall into; and the so-very-human battle of whether I permit my emotions, ego, arrogance determine the state and peace of my soul…or look to Him for liberation from these attitudes, behaviors — enslavements all. I choose the latter. In so doing, my service to the Lord is to love Him first and foremost above all others: to love my neighbors—all peoples, as myself, and to continue deepening a compassion that thrives in my heart and spirit for all beings. This is who Jesus was And Is. Love, patience, and compassion are what He taught.
This image was taken on a warm January afternoon; even parts of the River and shoreline were opaque. There was beauty to behold, though, and a time to pause for anyone who stopped long enough to ponder and see the wonders of His Work.
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Proverbs 3: 13, 18-20
13 You’re blessed when you meet Lady Wisdom, when you make friends with Madame Insight.
18 She’s the very Tree of Life to those who embrace her. Hold her tight — and be blessed!
19 With Lady Wisdom, God formed Earth; with Madame Insight, he raised Heaven.
20 They knew when to signal rivers and springs to the surface, and dew to descend from the night skies.
~Eugene H. Peterson, The Message
I send abundant prayers and blessings to each of you.
In Jesus’s name I pray. Amen!